Waiting for the Act 3 Climax (Temporal Echoes of the Eternal, Life Between the Bookends)

While on vacation, I read Donald Miller’s A Million Miles in a Thousand Years.  In a year of reading some great books, this one was a perfect way to end 2009.  I read (and watched) this post on his blog, and wanted to pass it along to anyone who bothers to come by my little site.

I’ve prayed for years to see this life with the eyes of eternity, to have an eternal perspective on the temporal.  The message that Donald brings is a good start; as soon as we stop looking for things in this life for our fulfillment, we can be open to God’s fulfillment.  However, the third act climax that Donald talks about isn’t the end of the story.  The scene doesn’t fade to black.  Instead, it’s the beginning of the real story.

It’s easy (and often tempting) to view this temporal life as “my story,” and when it’s done, my story is done.  Instead, if I’m going to think of my life in terms of eternity, then this life should always be framed not as a story in and of itself, but more like a single-paragraph preface.  What we were made for, our purpose and identity, will be fulfilled in Heaven.

Even living “happily ever after” isn’t enough to describe Heaven.  There will be no climax to our story, because each day will be better than the one before.

I can’t imagine that.  But, that’s my limitation, not God’s.

P.S.  Stop by in a day or two; I’ve got a couple of blog posts percolating, including some final thoughts on Job.

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Hilariously Generous (Graces and Mercies, Doing Something)

Wow.

When we first started our well project, setting the goal at $2,600 (the price of one well), I thought that perhaps we would hit our goal…maybe.  I was surprised when we moved our goal up to $7,700.

I should learn not to sell God short.  It was His vision, and it’s being done in His timing, so it’s receiving His provision.  Consequently, I shouldn’t be surprised when I look at our FirstGiving page and see that, with more than a month to go, we’re at 78%.  I hope & pray that we will need to move our goal again.

Each man should give what he has decided in his heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver.
– 2 Corinthians 9:7

If God loves a cheerful giver, then there are people out there who are a riot.  Thank you to everyone who has invested in the Kingdom of Heaven with us.

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Water Project Update + This Week in Pictures, Two Weeks’ Edition (Announcements, This Week in Pictures, Doing Something)

God has moved in ways that astound us.  We were hoping to be able to raise enough money by the end of February for one well.  Because of some generous giving, we’ve increased our goal from $2,600 to $7,700.  In addition to a well, God is using this dream to raise money for clean water where it is needed immediately (Haiti).  If you haven’t yet, please consider donating a gift to provide life- and hope-giving water.

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I apologize for the lack of pictures last week.  I don’t even have extras to make it up to you.  Here are some of the more interesting ones from the past two weeks…

We had the privilege of going to Feed My Starving Children a couple of week ago.

We had the privilege of going to Feed My Starving Children a couple of week ago. I wish every two hours could be as purpose-filled as this.

This is what happens when you start tearing a corner and just...can't...stop.  Note:  The @#$% safety bar is now gone.

This is what happens when you start tearing a corner of wallpaper in a bathroom and just...can't...stop. Note: The @#$% safety bar is now gone.

Eyewitnesses reported the appearance of a bright, yellow object in the sky.  Nobody could identify the object.

Eyewitnesses reported the appearance of a bright, yellow object in the sky. Nobody could identify the object.

This is my bane, every afternoon.  Who improves a highway, then puts two stoplights, right in the middle of the busiest part?

This is my bane, every afternoon. Who improves a highway, then puts two stoplights, right in the middle of the busiest part?

Last Saturday, I got to build some speaker stands for the home theater.  It started off fun, but then it was just cold.

Last Saturday, I got to build some speaker stands for the home theater. It started off fun, but then it was just cold.

We went to the Mediterranean Cruise Cafe in Burnsville.  This...thing...caught our eye.  If you go, get the kabobs and honey-glazed veggies.

We went to the Mediterranean Cruise Cafe in Burnsville. This...thing...caught our eye. If you go, get the kabobs and honey-glazed veggies.

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The First Peek Beyond the Bookends (Strolling Through Scripture, Life Between the Bookends)

For anyone still reading (OK, both of you), I am still plowing through the Old Testament in chronological order.  Granted, it’s not the pace I had originally hoped, but I’m still dedicated.

Earlier this week, I came across what I think is the best passage in Job.  It’s Job 19:23-27, and I like how the New American Standard Bible puts it best:

23“Oh that my words were written!
Oh that they were inscribed in a book!
24“That with an iron stylus and lead
They were engraved in the rock forever!

Job understands that what he’s about to say is important, and so he wishes that it would be recorded.  The methods he described here were not cheap at the time, so that gives weight to the next two verses.

25“As for me, I know that my Redeemer lives,
And at the last He will take His stand on the earth.
26“Even after my skin is destroyed,
Yet from my flesh I shall see God;

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Whom I myself shall behold,
And whom my eyes will see and not another.
My heart faints within me!

Here we get the first peek of life outside the bookends.  And really, only someone who has known brokenness, either in their own life or by giving themselves over to the brokenness of others, can appreciate this passage.

Up to this point, Job has been having an argument with his friends.  Contrary to what I had always pictured, this was a very heated argument.  I had always pictured four ancient guys, one of them with a really bad skin condition, sitting around giving soliloquies, like a Shakespearean play.  This time through Job, with the help of people much smarter than me, I can see it more clearly: it’s an argument among friends about the nature of the universe, and how Job must have brought this upon himself.  Job’s friends are stressing that they know how the world works: you do bad things, bad things happen to you.  And the vast majority of humanity would agree with that sentiment.  It just seems proper.  In English, we call it “poetic justice”.  Job clearly has had bad things happen to him, all in a fairly short span of time.  It seemed to everyone that someone, somewhere, had something in for him.  In order to justify that belief, Job’s “friends” accuse him of some awful things later in chapter 22.

Job angrily maintains his innocence.  Since we have the privilege of seeing the whole script with the writer/director’s notes in Chapters 1 & 2, we know that Job is right.  God knows that Job is right.  And, yet, there had to be nagging doubts in Job’s mind.  The idea of poetic justice is ingrained because it happens so often.  Yet, in verses 25-26, Job recognizes that he can’t save himself in this situation, that he needs another.  Not only someone to save him from the current, temporal issues, but someone to save him from the sin/sacrifice cycle described in chapter 1.  Job doesn’t say how this will happen, because he doesn’t know.

In verse 25, he declares that the person who is able and willing to redeem exists.  (When we hit the book of Ruth, we’ll discuss the concept of a kinsman redeemer in more detail.  for now, think “defender”, or “the one who will make everything right”).  Not only does He exist, but He is alive.  Job is certain who will do the saving, and that perosn is God.  Job calling the Lord his redeemer implies an existing relationship, a kind of fellowship that (I’m guessing) would have been pretty unheard of at that time.  It foreshadows the relationship God desired with Israel, as well as the relationship we enjoy with God now.

Job takes it a step further, and declares that, even after his body has turned to dust, yet he will see God with his own eyes.  Given what we know of God from the rest of scripture, this is an incredibly bold statement.  At the same time, other passages of scripture confirm that it will be true, for Job as well as for us.  This same promise was fulfilled for Simeon in Luke 2:30, in the form of Jesus’ first incarnation.  In one sense, this passage could be a prophecy about His first coming.  At the same time, these words also Jesus’ second appearance, vividly described in Zechariah 14:

3Then the LORD will go forth and fight against those nations, as when He fights on a day of battle.

4In that day His feet will stand on the Mount of Olives, which is in front of Jerusalem on the east; and the Mount of Olives will be split in its middle from east to west by a very large valley, so that half of the mountain will move toward the north and the other half toward the south.

5You will flee by the valley of My mountains…Then the LORD, my God, will come, and all the holy ones with Him

Wow.  Now that’s an entrance.

By the way: If you have given your life to Christ, then “all the holy ones” means you.

My question at this point is, how did Job know this?  Remember, this was before Moses, and before God made His covenant with Abraham.  Was it a personal revelation to Job?  Was it part of an oral tradition?  It doesn’t necessarily matter.  Job’s statement shows that as long as humanity has lived on the Earth, the dream has existed that God would return to live with us.  Until then, we live in a world filled with injustice and unfairness.  That’s what I’ve come to call “Life Between the Bookends”.  It’s a phrase to express the knowledge that, while we can’t know the rest of the story, we can be certain about how the story ends.

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The Top 2′s, plus This Week in Pictures (Fun Stuff, This Week in Pictures)

It seems that everyone else is publishing their end-of-year lists; why shouldn’t I?  I don’t have energy to do a top 3, much less a top 10.  A top 1 list seems lazy.  Let’s try some “Top 2″ lists…

Top 2 Movies

Up – If you haven’t seen this one yet, then I couldn’t urge you strongly enough to watch it.  It came out in May, when Deb and I were still reeling from our loss.  At the heart of this movie is a message about what to do when you have to let go of one dream, and how to accept a new one.  It fit well with our lives.  Everything surrounding that is pure Pixar, which is to say that the humor is top-notch, the animation is incredible, and the voices are spot-on.

Avatar – The story itself is only good, the message might make your eyes roll, but the method of story telling is nothing short of revolutionary.  Rather than using the 3-D effect to reach out into the audience, Cameron uses it to create a true window into another world.  If you can see it in an IMAX theater in 3-D, then do so.

Top 2 Albums

Sara Groves: “Fireflies and Songs” – Sara created an album about living the Christian life in this world.  She doesn’t flinch from subjects such as a marital fight or her own stage anxiety, but also celebrates relationships and the joy found in our everyday routines.  The music is a work of quiet craftsmanship.  I started using this to unwind at bedtime, but I found that I wanted to stay awake to hear all of the songs.

Jason Gray: “Everything Sad is Coming Untrue” (Special Edition) – We were introduced to Jason at a ministry conference this past summer.  His music has ministered to us since then, but this album is something special.  The hope that everything we hate about life is currently in the process of being rectified has given us something to cling to.  It’s one of the most hopeful records I have ever heard.

Top 2 Books

Donald Miller’s A Million Miles in a Thousand Years – How often do you get a chance to re-write your life?  When working with a director and cinematographer, to turn his earlier book “Blue Like Jazz” into a movie, Donald realizes that his past life seems lacking.  When you start viewing your life not as a set of tasks to be done, but as a story, the results become much more fulfilling.  This one was extremely timely, as I’ve been doing a great deal of re-evaluating of my life this year.

Randy Alcorn’s Heaven – This is not a narrative, but more of a question-and-answer book.  It’s an examination of the concept of Heaven, based on what is in scripture.  And, by getting a clearer picture of what is in store, it causes the believer to naturally reconsider how to live hear and now.  Plus, have a clearer idea of what was in store for Ian made it less difficult to let go.

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I’m introducing a new (hopefully) weekly feature, called “This Week in Pictures.”  I’m going to try to take at least one picture per day during 2010, and see if anything blog-worthy gets written.  (The more observant among you will notice that I’ve already missed a day.  Don’t worry–nothing really happened that day.)  It’s an experiment to see if I can develop a photographer’s eye, too.

Celebrating New Year's Day with Brian and Mary Krupski at the Lake Elmo Inn

Celebrating New Year's Day with Brian and Mary Krupski at the Lake Elmo Inn

2010 was kicked off with an incredible brunch at The Lake Elmo Inn. The food was delicious, but the company was even better. We got to know The Krupski’s through Hope Kids, an organization that creates fun activities for sick children and their families. Brian and Mary have been the kind of friends that make life wonderful.

We enjoyed good food and good company with friends

We enjoyed good food and good company with friends

The party continues, this time at Casa de Henderson. Everyone contributed something, and a good time was had by all.

I got to attend my first in-person hockey game

I got to attend my first in-person hockey game

I’ve lived in the icebox known as Minnesota for 16 years, but only now have attended a hockey game. To me, it seemed more like chess. The key is being in the right place at the right time and taking the initiative.

I get together with a group of men to determine why we were put on Earth.

I get together with a group of men to determine why we were put on Earth.

This was a snapshot from my Focus of a Warrior group. We’re going through the program to use our past, our skills, our gifts and our passions to determine our purpose in life. On one hand, I wish that I could have done this twenty years ago. Then again, I don’t think I would have had enough life experience in order to effectively evaluate myself.

Home Depot, where projects begin

Home Depot, where projects begin

I spent some time at lunch trying to find a way to suspend my center channel speaker from the screen in the basement. I gave up, and decided to make another speaker stand.

A fun drive into work

A fun drive into work

On Thursday, we got another snowstorm. Also, another opportunity for people to demonstrate that they have no clue how to drive on snow and ice.

Dinner with the Bourgonds

Dinner with the Bourgonds

Last night, we had the joy of seeing Dr. Bourgond (who wrote the Heart of a Warrior curriculum), and to meet his lovely wife Debby.

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I Feel Rather Obsolete (House Projects, Fun Stuff)

2010 was ushered in not with a bang, but with a snore.  Deb and I enjoyed a take-out supper from a fantastic local Italian restaurant by the fireside.  We talked, watched part of a John Pinette comedy video…

…and then, time for bed.

To be honest, both of us were anxious to be shed of 2009.  It has been perhaps the worst year of my life.  In retrospect, I wish I could have traded it in for 2006.  I probably shredded the receipt, so tough luck.

Today, we met some dear friends for brunch at the Lake Elmo Inn.  Our appetites sated, we talked until the manager asked for our table back (honest!).  The food was excellent, but the company was more nourishing.

The friends also gave me a gift that they had laying around their house unused: A Denon AVR-3803 surround-sound receiver.  I was truly satisfied with circa-1989 stereo receiver that I was using.  However, a free upgrade is a free upgrade, so I gratefully received it.

Looking at the back of that thing, I felt excited.  Reading the manual, I feel truly…old.  I’m in the in-between stage of getting rid of something I’m used to and getting to know something new.  After hooking everything up (that I could do–I need to buy a few cables and adapters), it took me three minutes just to get some sound out of the silly thing.

Also, this means another side project–I need to pick up a couple of rear speakers and make speaker stands for the rear channels!  Time to go to Best Buy and Home Depot!

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A New Way of Looking at My Life (Quotes)

Deb picked up a copy of Donald Miller’s A Million Miles in a Thousand Years for me a few weeks ago.  I saved it for our trip to Florida, and thoroughly enjoyed it.

In the book, Donald discusses the components of a good story, and talks about “rewriting” his life to make it into a better story.  The book came at a good time, as I’m re-evaluating my life right now through a lot of introspection and a program called Focus of a Warrior.  While reading it on the flight south last week, this quote stood out:

Somehow we realize that great stories are told in conflict, but we are unwilling to embrace the potential greatness of the story we are actually in.  We think God is unjust, rather than just a master storyteller.

To take this further, we could imagine God as a director and play write.  Instead of a script, he is giving cues, general directions and our motivations.  As actors on the world stage, we are learning the story as we’re performing it.  Most of us focus on what our character is doing, and some of us are straining to listen to the Director’s cues.  A very few bother to look around, and discern the Director’s instructions by what is happening in our scene, or throughout the whole play.

When someone we love is removed from the stage, the pain we feel is real, since we don’t know the rest of the story.  However, even though we don’t know the rest of the story, we do know the end of the story.  Like all the best epics, the bad guys are ultimately vanquished, and the good guys live happily ever after.  Any other ending just feels wrong.

At the end of the story, those who had major roles and bit parts will know how relevant or irrelevant they were.  In really good stories, the characters and lines that seemed insignificant will be revealed to be the crux of a much bigger story.  It’s not how much stage-time someone has, or how loudly (or badly) the lines were given.  Instead, it’s the Writer/Director that determines their importance.

And, at some point, I will join the fellow actors who were in my scenes for a curtain call.  All of us who listened to the director and took His cues will stand reunited in the lights and bow.  We hope to hear the audience of One give us a standing ovation, shouting “Bravo!”

Then comes the cast party…

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Christmas 2009 (Fun Stuff, Pictures)

This year, by God’s grace, we get to have a blue Christmas.

We have been blessed to enjoy a few days in the Ft. Myers, FL area.  The weather has been good (at least, a whole lot better than the weather in MN).  We have enjoyed the beaches in Ft. Myers, Sanibel and Captiva.  We have eaten way too much, and all the other things one does on vacation.

This was at The Bubble Room in Captiva.  The food was great, but the decor was incredible.

This was at The Bubble Room in Captiva. The food was great, but the decor was incredible.

In short, this has been about as good as life reasonably gets.  We have been working to enjoy where we are now, and not think about what we will be doing in the future.  That’s a change from how I have been living over the past few months.  I have been focused on the future so much, that I feel like I’ve been missing out on the present.  I’ve been praying lately that God would help me to be thankful for each day, and to see it as a gift.  It might sound like cheating, but I can finally say that He’s done it.  I have been thankful for each of the past few days.

I have never seen as many shells as there were on the beach at Lover's Key.

I have never seen as many shells as there were on the beach at Lover's Key.

All-in-all, both Deb and I would rather have a “normal” Christmas, with a little boy tearing through giftwrapping like a tornado through a trailer park.*  However, that wasn’t in God’s plan.  We had been concerned about the horrible emptiness that would have greeted us tomorrow morning.  Now, we get to celebrate a “blue Christmas”–blue water, blue skies.  And dolphins, for cryin’ at night!  We have dolphins swimming and feeding outside our patio!

(Cue Elvis)

Thank you…Thank you very much…

We stopped on our way back from Sanibel just to get pictures of this sunset.

We stopped on our way back from Sanibel just to get pictures of this sunset.

*My apologies to anyone who lives in a trailer park.  They are fine places.  It was just the first metaphor that came to mind.

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The Cure for Thirst (Announcements, Temporal Echoes of the Eternal, Doing Something)

February 19, 2010 marks the one year anniversary of the passing of our son, Ian, from an inoperable brain tumor (DIPG). For more information on Ian’s story, visit his Caring Bridge site.

Sometimes a child gets sick and there’s no cure this side of heaven.  Thankfully, other times sickness can be cured or better yet, prevented.

Did you know a child dies every 15 seconds due to water-related illnesses?  Our hearts break for the parents of those children.     Especially because those deaths are very preventable.  Clean water, sanitation and hygiene can cut a community’s child death rate in half.  We want to ease needless suffering caused by unsafe water supplies.  Also, we want to help prevent other parents from experiencing what we have gone through.  Would you please help us?

World Vision brings the love of Christ to children and families in nearly 100 countries to meet their basic physical & spiritual needs. With the partnership of people like you and me, they are making a real & lasting difference for millions of people.  That’s why we wholeheartedly support them.

When you donate to the Clean Water Fund, your gift will help save children from suffering or dying; you will literally change lives for generations.

Please join with us by giving a gift that will bring life-altering help, and most importantly,  hope.

In Ian’s memory, we desire to raise enough money to drill a traditional well for a needy community.  The well your gift provides will be capable of supplying more than 600 gallons of safe water a day for drinking, bathing, irrigating crops, and watering livestock for years.

The cost of a Traditional Well is $2,600, but the impact that it will have on people, people whom God loves and cherishes, will be immense.  More importantly, it will show them in a very real sense that Jesus loves them, and will provide a way for the gospel to be shared.

Thank you for joining us in this life-giving effort!  If you would like to help, here are some ways:

  • Download a brochure, print a few copies out, and hand them out to people you think would be interested in helping.  There are two pages, and they are intended to be printed double-sided.
  • Include a link to our FirstGiving page on your blog, FaceBook page or Twitter feed.
  • Most importantly: pray.  Pray that God would use this opportunity change the land of a village and heal their hearts, in his ongoing mission to bring people back into His arms.

There is a bumper sticker that I see every so often.  It says “God bless the whole world–no exceptions.”  It used to irritate me, as if I had some corner on the market of blessings.  I’ve come to realize that God does want to bless the whole world, no exceptions.  His plan is to do it through people, like you, like me.

There is no “plan B”.

Let’s start digging.

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New Album from The Choir (Dim Memories of a Geezer)

Every so often, I check up on bands that I used to follow ardently.  I was glad to see that The Choir is still putting out albums; in fact, there are videos of them working on a new one on their website.   The band isn’t their full-time gig anymore, so an album from them is a treasured occurrence now.

If you get a moment and you have a history with Steve and Derri, then check out TheChoir.net to see what they’ve been up to.

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