I feel guilty about not posting to your blog recently, especially since I’ve posted to Denni’s twice this week. However, your words of wisdom inspired my most recent reply to her blog, so I need to give credit where it is due.

“Didn’t ask for this, and don’t want it.”

For reasons that are not clear to me, the three of us seem to be suffering greatly this year. I can only hope that while the “big picture” may never be mine to see, even in heaven, I may have at least some peace about Nicholas’ role in that picture. Who knows–maybe he’s looking at that picture right now and praying for both Jen and me.

Jen and I pray daily for you and for Denni, and for both of your families. May Christ, whose love surpasses all understanding, support us all as we acknowledge the sovereignty of God.